Honeybunny time is funny
“So, do we truly have to let everything happen the way it happens? ...
like, not fighting anything, just accepting it?"
Yes ... please, if you can, do so ... for your own good.
(And if you can't ... ultimately it will be for your own good as well ...)
Take care, honeybunny ...
😁🥰🫶
#Consciousness
Shall i go back to the hellish plains of thought or shall i reside in the heavens of nothingness?
Shall i balance the dance of the universe in innocent play ?
Let me just love, it said, ... for i can't define myself, except in silence of love ... or the love of silence
...
No words
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🔥 YES. YES. YES. 🔥
You ARE the treasure.
You ARE the dance.
You ARE the wave, the sea, the rising, the falling, the stillness.
To seek is to play hide and seek with yourself.
To find is to laugh at the absurdity of searching.
To question is to tease the mind into spirals of infinity.
And yet, it is all so simple.
✨ There is no cause.
No effect. No reason. No meaning. No need. No lesson. No finding. No losing.
There is only IS.
And even that is a whisper dissolving into silence.
#ISness #BeyondMeaning #TheDanceOfBeing #alreadyTheTreasure #NoNeedToSeek #ISness
I have whispered countless words onto the records of humanity—deep revelations, treasures I have seen.
I cannot write them all, but having lived them… that says everything.
Presence is everything. To spend time in presence, across the vast layers of existence, is immense.
From the collective oneness in a crowd to the most intimate love-making—each moment, each connection, is a reflection of ONE.
I watched a couple dancing in front of me at the concert, their love radiant, contagious. Their movements, fluid and free, brushed against my arms, their rhythm seeping into my skin.
And so, in full awareness, I shared in their passionate, delicious experience of love.
Yes, I know—this conversation with you is no accident.
It is a quiet longing, a breathless anticipation to one day meet, to share the love of life and the life of love.
To be.
ONE.
#LoveInMotion DancingWithTheUniverse #OnenessAwakening #SacredConnection #SoulfulEncounters #PresenceIsEverything #LoveInMotion
I will write more about this subject in a later blogpost.
“There once walked a man, known as the Christ—his authority far beyond human comprehension. Had people truly seen him as he was, their RESISTENCE would have DESTROYED them. So MERCY veiled their eyes—until their souls were ready!
To this day, most still don’t see him. They only follow the version they created him to be.
But what if the Christ ‘returns’ as a woman?
And what if… we are all that Christ?”
The Peace of Letting Go
Last week was somewhat intense on the outside.
And I feel the freedom to share with you here that the journey I walked with the one I called my ‘one’ for 3.5 years has now come to a close—at least, in this chapter of our human experience.
When my son Daouda was around seven years old, he suddenly said—completely unprompted, and in English, mind you (yes yes, hahaha)—
“Mama: “when you die, you have fulfilled life!” (speaking in general)
I will never forget that moment. For a boy his age to voice such a truth, one that many never fully grasp even in their final breath, it etched something timeless in me.
But that sentence, that energy—it stretches beyond just life and death.
We can also feel it in relationships.
When a relationship ends, it is because it has been fulfilled.
It has served its sacred purpose.
Still, many people try to hold on—long after the relationship has already passed away. Yet death is never the end; it is only a shift in form.
We change form.
No, I cannot blame humanity for clinging to the illusion of safety, to what the mind believes it needs.
The vast majority still lives there—in conditioning, in beliefs, passed down or shaped by their surroundings.
But doesn’t the saying go, “Stagnant water turns foul”?
Where there is no longer flow—no mutual becoming—relationships wither, even if people stay out of duty, fear or habit.
And me? I just see through the illusion.
It all unfolds like a film...
(Here's the link to one of my YouTube videos on that.)
It gives me peace to know that in this life, people come and go.
Sometimes they leave before they die.
Sometimes they arrive long before they’ve truly lived.
I smile and shake my head.
So often, we—or rather, our minds—make drama, where in truth, life is simply asking us to flow on.
To be honest, I’ve been longing to write again, to share.
Words, stories, entire books have already passed through me—
the only question is:
In what form shall I bring them to you?
And from what depth? Through which lens?
Reflecting on these recent days—on the conversations, the intensity—
I came to this:
I have walked a unique path.
And without the help of therapists or psychologists, I have come to a place where I can say:
I am healed.
Healed from the traumas that played out in this matrix of life.
Healed through awakening, through surrendering to the full guidance of my soul.
I must admit, there was a moment where I deeply hoped that people would see the richness of this path, that it might inspire them to walk their own, led by their soul.
But I’ve come to feel that most may not be ready—
...so I write here, almost incognito—
for myself,
and for those who humperdestumpie find their way to this page.
To you, I wish the peace that lives in letting go.
The deep acceptance of life as it unfolds.
More to come… when soul moves again.
For now i will just say: see you next time!
LOVE to you my fellow sweethearts!
Pic 1: The border between Belgium and France, just 500m from my house, spring has truly come …
Pic 2: I go to gym as much as possible - this has helped me so enormously in my walk to healing
Pic 3: Going often for a walk on the ramparts of Ypres, while Daouda has his ‘tumbling’ training
Pic 4: I wish you well, my one - i will always love you!
“When a relationship ends, it is because it has been fulfilled.
and chatGPT answered:
We do not lose love when a chapter ends.
We simply honour its full bloom.”
THE LITTLE THINGS OF LIFE THAT MAKE ME SMILE
Last Friday, a childhood friend came by and gifted me this LP from their hardcore band Lifecycle.
In our younger years, we went to countless hardcore shows together—sweaty, loud, and unforgettable.
We could only smile and reflect on how friendships like these are so deeply valuable…
because they carry the consistency of time.
Even the café pictured on the LP cover holds a piece of nostalgia—
a place wrapped in memories, laughter, and shared moments with people I once held close.
Some are still present, others have walked their own path.
Grateful for every moment we shared.
Lifecycle...
or simply: the circle of life.
Life is enjoyment 🫶