AMOR FUNGHI PERL’OR
The first day - 21th October 2024
Many are called, but few are chosen.
About your personal calling
and the difference with the awakening of your soul.
The writings of silence
because the teacher
is always silent
during the test.
This is the first day of a short paragraph in my life, a time of more outward silence.
Silence towards many of my beloved,
Silence towards the world of superficial words and actions.
Though, believe it or not, it will be a time that i will write here more frequently.
Such times of silence, as i have seen exactly to the day, 4 years ago, bring deeper insights. Being more cautious and aware of the words that are written and spoken, it brings depth to a deeper level in our speaking (and writing).
It was brought to my attention a couple of days ago that such a time had to come again and here we are.
Let’s call it some kind of fasting.
To me personally, it is a time of saying goodbye and welcoming new things in my life. These are one of the last days that i write from my office in the house that i called ‘the shelter’ for 6 years. And a shelter it has been. Soon i will move to my new house a little bit further down the street, that will be called: ‘the house of LOVE, peace and freedom’.
Though for now, i still write you from ‘the shelter’ where words have been pinned on my wall that have helped me pass this time here. It has been most intense and painful years … no further comment, your highness ... ☺️😇
One of the expressions on my wall is: “The teacher is always silent during the test.” It makes me smile. There was that time that i called ‘God’ my teacher, and when i felt that ‘He’ was silent, i knew i was put to the test. Now, i have become that teacher myself and my silence will be there to observe what has to unfold and not to intervene.
Under the expression i made a “paint(h)ing”, characterising the pain that has passed through this body while going through the tough tests of life to bring one’s soul to enlightenment.
I must admit that the busyness of life had distracted me in the last months to come to the point of where i am now. I had this season that i was aware to be thrown back to the valley to accomplish the carnal things that had to pass, to find myself now back in the knowing that everything unfolds in its own perfect way.
But the last days, an intense and overwhelming feeling woke me up again, and brought this time of silence over me. It is as if you are sucked into a black hole and you can’t work against it. I have died and have laid down the power over my own life to accomplish what i came for.
Many are called, but few are chosen. Quite some bible verses pop up in my mind in the last days, understanding what they truly mean and not what religion had made of it.
It is one thing for a soul ‘to be called’. It is another thing for a soul ‘to be chosen’.
The calling of a soul is the primary walk of a soul. It is a good thing that a soul comes to fulfil its calling. We can compare it like the seed of an apple that grows into becoming an apple tree. Not every seed unfolds in an apple tree, but more or less every seed has the capacity to grow into a tree. This walk of unfolding your true nature is an outward walk in this dimension that we call our human experience here on earth.
So, what it is then to be chosen? To continue with the example of the apple tree. To be chosen is to be aware that you are the seed, the apple and the tree, that you are the soil where it grows in, that you are the earth and the universe all in ONE.
Though let me assure you that the seed that is chosen, still has the calling to become that apple tree, but the point from where it grows is from the awareness of what it is, rather than a search of how to make the growing happening. The chosen one grows from the inward to outward expression. The many called ones that come to fruition grow mostly only in outward expression.
The few that are chosen, will know that they are chosen. The many that are called, will hope or believe that they are chosen.
Those that are chosen, know that there is in se no difference between the called and the chosen, they serve the same ‘purpose’ of experiencing the illusion. The difference is that the outward walk experience defines what is better and what is worse, it defines ‘many’ and ‘few’.
The chosen one, from the inward walk and knowing whom he/she is, has no need to fulfil a calling, to leave a trace behind, it has no need to build up a legacy. That one knows that it is ONE with everything and everyone and that everything unfolds in its own perfect time and way, as will the calling.
Though after all: if you wonder whether you are ‘called’ or whether you are ‘chosen’, KNOW first that YOU ARE!
tbc …
